SLOTS

Where is my Denise?

Who is so damn sweet!

I blocked the pain from slots,

Addiction today, indeed, I got caught.

 

I learned something about myself,

It doesn’t matter how much wealth,

All that matters is my family and Denise,

She is the only who can gratify and please.

 

Happiness is her with me holding my hand,

I just want to be beside her as her only man,

No one understands the pain they caused,

All because I stood up for the loophole laws.

 

Some may look as if I am living the good life,

But it doesn’t heal with the piercing knives,

Over 5 years taken and all the deception,

They have destroyed our lives with their weapons.

 

Maybe, we can rebuild and start all over,

But it is I, who now must look over her shoulder,

From the outside they have no idea how I survive,

In a nutshell, I am just happy to be alive.

 

We go through cycles in life with ups and downs,

I can vision her in her white wedding gown,

She was so sure with the look in her eyes,

That we would be together forever and would rise.

 

It is true that I did give it all back,

As I knew it was a setup as they attack,

People dream of what they could possible do?

I know that I will always love her and be so true.

 

Finally, I can’t be overlook losing so much money,

I have to be smarter and not be a dummy,

Again, they set up the card so I would win,

But, all that matters is her for my life to begin.

 

It is not fair for others if I win at the slots,

It is fixed as they overfilled my money pot,

If it was legit and for the correct reason,

I would accept, but this all about treason.