COCCON

You would be proud of me today,

I took a risk of what I had to say,

Someone who I knew for only 15 hours,

The burden came of my chest as I felt power.

 

It could be a setup but I had to take a chance,

She never judged me with psychosis with her stance,

Her cat gave me reassurance that she was honest,

It feels great to accept someone real since it was the longest.

 

She was more interested in my teenage years,

I owe her a lot since things are becoming clear,

No one will forget the spelling of her name now,

Somehow I open up, as I ask myself how.

 

One step at a time and I will make progress,

I want you and our children with nothing less,

I miss those red rosy cheeks and your laugh,

We will be united and cross together in paths.

 

So many barriers were smashed this afternoon,

I feel like a butterfly coming out of a cocoon,

I will always remember those eight minutes long,

I have already lost 6 Lbs as I am not wrong.

 

No one will understand how you took care of me,

You are the best person as no one can’t see,

The magnitude of now going forward is in the works,

Scars will begin to heal as you are the best perk.

 

There is a misunderstanding of what psychosis is about,

Every experience is a different on how you felt,

If it gets too the extreme, you need safety and rest,

Sometimes it’s a higher power what I like the best.

 

I never had hallucinations or hearing voices,

My delusions are real and not false beliefs,

Denise must be so happy and excited making noises,

Tomorrow will be another stepping stone for relief.